Went to the evening school tonight, to apply again, because I had to pause two years before, because of my Health-Problems back then. They told me, they would take me back, if I am fine again.

But today they told me that the criterias for being accepted have changed a bit and I need some more references and such things. I AM SO DOWN!!!

I hate this World! You wouldn't believe it but this Country helps it's assholes, junkies and People who don't belong here. Children of rich Peoples, get more help than a f**king beggar...

When I moved to this Part of Germany 5 1/2 Years before, I tried to apply for Evening-School in a Village 30 car minutes away from us, YOU KNOW WHAT THEY ASKED ME????

Are you under 18 and have a child? I said no and they told me to sod off.
So you have to be a Slut to become help here?
Show me another country where the government SUPPORTS sluts and junkies!!!

I am so done with this bloody World!
I oughta shoot every slut walking out there with kids, no husband and a school-leaving certificate = diploma in her pocket.
FUCK YOU!!!

Maybe I should get pregnant too and than waddle to that school again with my bloody, big baby belly to show it to them, so they might take me now!