I have a very, very potty mouth, am most of the time not reliable, get furious like hell for every oh so little shite, always nag like a bitch...
And that's not all, I almost love to be in a bad mood nearly 24/7, I mope all the time and have the tendency to be sarcastic & cynic towards those around me.
I don't get it why people still talk to me! Some even go so far and tell me that they like me, that's ridiculous 'cause I don't do a thing to make them like me, rather on the contrary.
I just don't get it!!! DX <MINI_RANTEDND>

*hach* That was very freeing, I was close to a stroke before I wrote this...

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So I have been feeling ill for about 2 weeks, I guess I caught the flu from someone while I was at the obligatory First-Aid Workshop. *blargh*
The problem is, the full thing won't come out... I feel weird and sleepy all the time, sneeze and cough every now and then, even got a bit feverish last Saturday but nothing else. o_O;

On another note, I feel fucking down. I feel like stuck.. somehow. There's no real perspective, no real future.
Is you had asked me 10 years ago about how my life would be today, I wouldn't have thought of this possibility. Of how I live right now!
I feel like a fucking loser and the real problem is, that I not only feel like one, I am one, I can see it clearly!
I am and always have been a Realist, sugar-coating oneself is for pussies!

Well, whatever... smell you later!
 

Sorry, just had to get it out of my system!
To each and everyone on my F-List, I am sorry for negleckting you in the past days and will read all entries, with only commenting on the last to save what little free time I have! ^^;

Also the Clouds I used are my newest Stocks/Resources I'll give away for free! :D
Use and have fun!

Tswt 002 by ~PinkPanthress-Stock on deviantART

And this is the result! (You have to full view or else it will be lossy and pixelated)

Cikaastesinowina by ~PinkPanthress on deviantART

I.
Damn it, I am so fed up with this pseudo-pedo shite called Twilight, especially gay Edward Cullen is just making me want to barf like crap. I really am happy for people with a healthy Fandom and a good portion of phantasy but this is just, I don't even know the proper english equivalent of it... boa Psychoterror! D:
Honestly nothing against Pattinson, but he doesn't even look hot. And the Girls all squeeing just give me a headache and the wish for a gun to end my misery.

II.
My Neighbour! I guess that's all you need to know! *shakefist*